I’m not really sure what’s going on right now.
I kind of have 2 completely opposite modes.
Insomnia for days or hypersomnia for days.
There’s like no balance at all right now, either I go 24–48 hours without being able to close my eyes, or I can sleep for 15–36 hours straight (or almost).
My brain racing in every direction, tons of ideas to get out of this shitty life... or else... the low of seeing that... I put so much energy into it for no result.
Honestly, it’s just time for me to have a more normal life now....